The silence is deafening. I get that. No one but you can truly understand what you went through. I get that too. What you need to get is that you need help. I don't mean that in a way to degrade you. I mean it because I truly believe that it would help. I believe that before anyone else can love you, you have to be able to love yourself, and you cant love yourself if you have a congregation of demons following behind you.
You have so many opinions that were formed in a time of need. But now you are back in the real world and you are in a time of different needs. This is a different reality then you are used to, and you have a great support team to help you transition between the two.
Don't fret over the girls. You need to concentrate on you. “When you find peace within yourself, you become the kind of person who can live at peace with others.”
We are all here when you need it, just remember that.
Signed,
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